"It would never happen to me." "It's been over 4yrs since my last
c-section." "It's rare." "I'm never a 'rare' case." "It's less than
0.1%" chance." "It's only a 4% chance with a bigger baby." "It even more
rarely ends in death." "VBAC's are safer than repeat c-sections." "It
would never happen to me."
Except it did....
One of the
worst, "rarest", things indeed happened to me. I thought that I had
everything planned out, that I had researched enough to make the best
decision for both me and my unborn daughter. I was willing to have a
repeat c-section, even though i didn't really want it. I was going to
schedule it, the doctor put off scheduling it for only 2days...
Now what should be a joyous, chaotic, stressful happy time is nothing but a painful, lonely, lost, and confusing time.
One of the worst, "rarest", things happened to me. My uterus ruptured and my baby died.
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